Blizzerd Bitch

I took this on my way to work saturday. yes in the picture it is still snowing.

Fighting Stops Eventualy.....(I Hope)

Life is so hard. Did you ever feel that that the person you want to become is fighting the person everyone expects you to be and the person you are. You never get to be happy with you because on one hand you have the world trying to tell you who you are and on the other you are fighting yourself to change into who you want to be.

It seams whenever you get to the point of making that life changing decision that will define who you are until the next everyone pushes and pushes until you wake up and realize that you have become who you have feared for the longest time, everyone else. Those of us who find this realization will use every single resource to remold our surroundings and ourselves even if it means moving across the world to become what we feel is the perfect person.

This is not a quest for something that ends up with god and we feel relived that we have found Christ. This is totally different I guess you can say its just us simply feeling out of place.