I have come to the realization I need to let go. I have continually tried to hold on to every bit of the past that I possibly could. My friends from St. Martin’s and St. Joe’s and even my cousins. We have all grown way too much and way to different for me to try and keep it all together. Its time for me to except the inevitable and allow what’s going to happen to happen. Most likely many of my friend will go on with their lives and I will never hear from them a gain more so my prep friend than any others. I will go on and probably become a person some of my lingering friend never thought I would be and begin to hang with a more freeing crowed. It has happened before.
So 2005 is an important year in which I have newfound wisdom. All those who I have said I hat, disliked or just wanted not to be bothered with you are now considered ordinary people. My good and bad list is no more “surf -n- turf” is now open and will soon have a new name (obviously). Basically what I am saying I am not despite for friend but I have come to a turning point in my life and I think I need to start afresh with a modified group of friends and a new outlook on people and life. I am still me and I still have the same views I had before but everyone in my eyes has a new chance to allow me to decide friend or foe.
With that said every one of my friends has exactly three weeks to contact me in some form before they are bumped from friend to just some person I knew and those that know I prefer not to talk to have one month before I forget about them completely.
I hope and pray everyone has a happy new year and enjoy whatever millstones happen.
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